Long Time, Holy Shit

Wow. Okay. I forgot this existed, and that I had recreated a new blogger blog.

Well, things are okay since last written, I suppose. My grandmother has passed onto be with Grandpa for the rest of eternity, and I am helping my mother go through the storage unit finally. It's tedious, but it needs to be done. Mom found a bell to add to her collection, and I took a tiny sewing repair kit.

At the end of the summer, I will have a few decisions to make on the matter of schools and moving out. In one year, my brother will be the only member of my immediate family (of whom I actually care about) left in California most likely. I don't know yet if I'm okay with this or not.

I've been eating like shit, but today I started to turn it around. I had a scramble for breakfast and just now a fried egg and cheese sandwich on honeyoat bread with a homemade salad and dressing. It's a new beginning.

An Introduction

Somewhere in the last few years I deleted my blogs except for tumblr. Now I am back. No real rhyme or reason for either event, but nonetheless. I suppose I need the area to just... talk. Not to vent. Talk. You see, in the last five months I've broken up with my first very serious building-a-life-together boyfriend, applied to transfer and then failed to achieve ability to transfer, and your regular everyday basic bullshit on top of those two things. I've had to drop a class, and sort of starting to see the on-campus therapist.

In June, I turn 25. This is not where I imagined I would be. But I am and will be okay. I have a dog, Zoey. I go to my local gym almost every day and spent at least an hour to two hours there each time. I'm trying to get back into eating much healthier. My writing block is still around, but slowly it's falling apart. Thankfully. I might be developing anxiety, but we will see. I'm tired most of the time, and I have trouble sleeping. It may or may not be the cause, because my body has been shit for a while.

So this is who I am. If you like, great. If not, that's okay, too.

In this blog, I will discuss just general things. The good AND the bad, but I will be trying to focus mostly on the good. Keeping the talk positive will keep the spirits up as they say!